When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he asked him,
“Do you want to get well?”
At youth group the other night we were reading John 5, specifically the story of Jesus healing a crippled man. Upon approaching the man Jesus asks the man if he would like to be healed. I was sitting there thinking, "DUH He does Jesus!". Later on I was beginning to ponder this question, if Jesus is God, and they are both all-knowing, then why does he even ask this question? I began to search my own heart and noticed that I hide a lot from God. For example, I've lately been dealing with the fact that I have feelings for someone. I know that I am not in a place in my walk with the Lord where I believe I can have a Christian relationship, yet I continue to carry these feelings around in my heart. I enjoy my own pain. Instead of surrendering this to God and allowing him to deal with it, I cripple myself. I'm holding onto the pain, putting my hope in the wrong places-and God made me for more than that. He has the power to make me well-to heal me and make me new, which is a DAILY process. I need to allow God to be my hope and refuge always, for only He knows every single thing about me and loves me regardless.
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